Sharing my experiences and reflections on my internships, research projects and now work in East Africa to anyone willing to listen.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Leaving Dar es Salaam
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
World Refugee Day
It is easy for us to pass judgement on the Tanzanian government, criticising the way they run the camps and how they keep much of the situations private and hidden from the public and media. Yet, we in the developed world are even more strict and demanding when it comes to immigration, refugees, and other matters of this sort.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Hunger and the Body of Christ
The body's (Church's) parts should have equal concern for each other. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Heron Wsega's Farm
Friday, June 12, 2009
pictures
an 'avarage' day
So what does my day look like?
Well I get up around sunrise and either go to the beach about a 15 minute walk to go for a jog or to catch up on my Swahili hw that I didn’t do the night before (but usually just sleep in). Afterwards I take nice cold shower, and eat a breakfast of fresh bananas, mangos, oranges, papaya and the like. I eat a lot of plain toast too, which is also pleantiful.
At around 830 or so I walk the the bus stop which is anywhere on the road side, and try to wave down a dalla dalla (small bus/van). Because Dar es Salaam is the largest city in TZ attracting people from all over the country (and world) traffic into the city is pretty bad. This also means that dalla dallas are packed solid. And by packed I don’t just mean I have never had a seat but I am usually hanging out the door getting whacked by branches on the way. [Don’t worry mom, im safe]. On the odd day when the dalla dallas wont stop or if the guy whose job it is is to manage people coming in and out looks particularly intimidating, I will take a bajaji which is a small three-wheeled motorbike, but those are about quadrouple the price of a dalla dalla which is still less than a dollar. White people usually have a vehicle or take taxis. I always get lots of strange looks when I ride public transport and sometimes people like to touch my skin and pretend they didnt.
Once I arrive at my Swahili school I greet my teachers and classmates (2 in all) and we go over vocabulary, verbs, and such. Often we are sent to converse with people in the area to practice our language which can lead to very interesting conversations, whether being proposed to by a Tanzanian woman or being invited to meet some people's families. Once class is over I usually try to find a place for a late lunch or go to the CRWRC office and have lunch with the staff there.
Here in dar es salaam every block has a restataunt which pretty much sell the same things no matter where you go. I usually end up buying ugali (maize meal) or rice with beans and a little bit of unidentified meat. The grand total of this meal will cost me between 60 cents to a dollar. Sometimes I like to spoil myself and spend 5 dollars for the world’s greatest buffet (im not kidding) at the local shopping centre but this is not nealy as fun.
After my lunch I will head to the office. Some days I have the opportunity to travel to the outskirts of Dar and visit partners, and sit in on some finance management training or on small micro credit group meetings. These are always great tests for my Swahili skills and to get out of the busyness of the city and allows me to see the actual work at the individual and comuntiy level. I will also have chances to see the very buisnesses and projects that the training allows people to expand. Sometimes this means checking up on the progress of a chicken farm, or another small buisness like growing and processing cashews. Other days at the office I will look through and help update the growth of these financial groups or simply help set up some networking and computer software. CRWRC uses an approach called results based management which has very systematic and efficient ways of tracking progress and savings of these credit groups, this allows CRWRC to know exaclt how many people are involved, what savings they have, challenges they face and what progress they are making. And even other days I will find myself being introduced to partners and people with whom CRWRC works.
I am finding work here is very different from North America. We are very task oriented, focused and don’t make much time for relationships and converstations. Here I am realizing that development work in particular and partnerships are all about fostering and building relationships. So sometimes I find myself getting to know my supervisors or about their families, lives, hopes and work. It can be frusterating at times to not get things done but I am realizing that relationships and learning from these differences are just as important... Im sure I will write more about this later, bare with me.
After work I will head back to my guesthouse. My guesthouse is run by some sort of branch of the catholic church (Passionists) run by a Father and Brother and a few Sisters too. They are much to kind and are trying to fatten me while I am here in Africa. The passionists have a charity organization that opens health clinics, schools, and orphanages for communtieis. They also run this guesthouse to help pay for their work. Thing means that there are always fresh faces and lots of new people to meet. They also have good connections in these villages so that every few days there is a shipment of fresh pineapple, mangos, bananas, papayas, organges and a few crates of wine.
Before dinner and before sundown I try to get out into the surrounding community and get to know people as well as practice Swahili. Sometimes I end up playing a pick up game of soccer with a few kids, go to the beach and read, go to the market and look for some snacks/street food, or chat with an Indian man whose name I never get right and who always sits on the same corner as if he is waiting for me. I have heard it said before but its very true: Tanzanians are very friendly. Even if we don’t speak the same language sometimes they insist that I sit with them and enjoy the view of the ocean or busy road since people-watching is never boring and a popular activity. There are always so many people everywhere that its hard to feel alone. It is a massive change from the distant and secluded suburban life in Edmonton. One of the most fun parts about walking around the neighborhood and area is meeting children who either greet me with Shikamoo (the very respectful greeting reserved for elders, which actally means 'I clasp your feet' as if they were bowing) to which they wait for the reply from me marahaba (I accept your greeting) or they greet me with Mambo Vipi which pretty much means: 'sup. The greeting usually depends on if their parents are near by to overhear.
People are also biking, walking, skipping or driving in every which direction but never really seem to be in a hurry (I realized that either people walk really really slow here or I just walk ridiculously fast). It is refreshing that despite the busyness and crowded places, people seem to be laid back take things as they come.
When dinner comes I am presented with quite a feast of food, drink, and company. Dinners are intimate, shared, loud, and always start with the lords prayer. The nuns here always like to test my Swahili which always ends up with them laughing at me and me not knowing about what. There are always new people at dinner and no one ever has the same accent.
After dinner I try to finish some Swahili homework which is often about writing a story about a dog looking for a ball or a boy late for school which seems slightly juvenile but I do it anyway. Other evenings I find myself forgetting to do my homework and at the local bar/restaurant watching a football, rugby, basketball, or cricket game.
Its not long before I am exahausted and head to bed beneath my misquito net sheltered bed.
Although each day is different, I have gotten myself into a routine of never knowing what to expect.
Soon enough I will be heading to Mwanza district and to Sengerema, where I should be spending the majority of my time over these months. It will be great to get into the village and be a part of the grassroots work there. I will also be travelling to Nairobi, Kenya for a conference with the Micah Network on climate change and East Africa. I am also hoping to get to the Serengeti grasslands to see some animals. More information to come...
I hope to put pictures up very soon, but again with so many strange sights I never know what to take pictures of and usually end up taking none.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
hope...
While being here I have found the issue of ‘poverty’ to be quite daunting. While reading ‘The East African’ (a local newspaper) I come across headlines that recite of the problems of food shortages, bordering warfare and rebel groups, failing crops, natural disasters, food price shocks, aid cuts and the problems of aid dependency. Moreover, studying the topic in school and seeing it on TV ads can dethatch you from the reality and humanity of it all. Even here in Tanzania I am finding the magnitude of the issue and its reality very difficult to wrap my mind around.
Many youth are leaving their families and farms to ambitiously follow their dreams of becoming rich and successful in the city discarding the humble village farming life. Furthermore, while speaking with some development workers from rural areas I hear that climate change and rainfall shortages are causing huge problems for farmers who are obviously highly dependant on their crop yields. I've learned many people often stick solely to corn as it gets a good price, but if the rains aren’t enough there is absolutely nothing to show at harvest time which is devastating. Furthermore agriculture employs 80% of the work force and accounts for 85% of their exports. When an industry that is so reliant on a variable like climate patterns there is a lot of uncertainty in the lives of the poor who already live on the brink of livelihood.
When moving to Dar, these youth realize how few jobs there are and how expensive living costs are. So many find themselves homeless or move into slums around the city in small makeshift shelters forced into unstable and insufficient sources of income. For example: when stopped at a traffic stop or caught in rush-hour traffic cars are swarmed with venders who are trying to sell goods anything from car seat covers and bubble gum to giant wall maps of Tanzania and cashews. What’s even more odd is how they all sell the same random assortment of things so that competition is more about luck than anything else. How can they make a livelihood off this is mindboggling. I am realizing many of them are not.
There are hundreds of thousands of people here in Dar who live like this. As I said, the actuality of poverty is incredibly complex and difficult for me to understand. The dilemma of worrying about where tomorrow’s food will come from is very real. Because of this its all to easy to be discouraged by numbers and headlines, see Africa as a lost cause and be overwhelmed. Many of us do this, not even just with Africa but with many problems the earth faces from homelessness, corporate greed, extreme poverty, broken economic systems, climate change … anything.
I’ve had to ask myself what am I, a white 20 year old from Vancouver Island doing here? What can I possibly do? What can any foreigner/aid/development worker possibly do? What place is there for good intentions in such a mess of a world? Even with the thousands of experts studying these problems they cant seem to find solutions.
However, I am also realizing that this reality of poverty although highly complex as a massive interconnected cycle has to be addressed in small steps. If you can intervene in someway in the cycle than you can make a difference. Rather than being discouraged by the massive issues that we face we can look at the community level at families and individuals. Change happens in small steps no matter what you are trying to accomplish.
That is why the work that CRWRC and their partners are doing is so important. For example: I visited a project today and sat in on a micro-finance group made up of 7 women and 7 men some about 60 years old, some less that 20, some Christians, some Muslims. Together they are makings savings and pooling money together, out of which they are able to give out loans to each other so that they can purchase capital and get ahead in their business. For example one man took out a loan that allowed him to travel to the nearby city and restock his shop while another was able to purchase a motorbike to use as a taxi. These loans are not donated by the West, it is not even donated by CRWRC, it came from themselves. All they received was some education and guidence on how to manage a group like this and co-operate with eachother. There are many of these groups in many villages across the country, they have the potential, they have the recourses, they just need to realize it.
If you can assist people from the villages in their work, you can make their life more sustainable, prosperous, and full. As a result you provide hope into a community and for their youth. They wont have to leave families behind and leave land uncultivated. I am not trying to confess that these issues are simple, but trying to show how true progress can and is being made.
There is hope, and its about uncovering the potential and capacity in every ordinary person, empowering them to realize that there is hope and there is room to grow. If we get caught up talking in about it and planning it, and have conferences and discussions and read books on it and pray about it but don’t do anything, then we haven’t accomplished much. Sometimes the solutions to these massive problems can be taken in small steps person by person and community by community. I am seeing this hope and I find it empowering for me, not exactly showing what I can do for people, but what any everyday person can do in their own life and in their own community (including you). I hope this provides hope for all of you reading too. Don’t be overwhelmed by the negative images we are presented with, but realize that beautiful things are happening and are so ordinary that they don't need news coverage.